"Situationship"

We could've been a thing
Together forever
But,
But he didn't want to break my heart
And i didn't know the meaning of "forever"
"Maybe in another universe"
Is what i thought
But the fact that- we're not in that universe
hurts quite a lot

He was already hurting on the inside 
So i just planned to be a place where he could hide
But what?
I fell.
I fell in love with him
First love i had ever experienced
Though he had fell several time before
And maybe i was just another one 
He thought to adore

He saved my name as "Sukinahito"
Japanese for- The person i like
I saved his as "Okiniiri"
Meaning- my favourite person alive 

For me,
It was all too new
And for him,
It was just a renew
Hurt or not,
That was how our chapter chopped.

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